Can't Sleep

It is 3:22 in the morning and I am still wide awake. I went to bed an hour ago but I can't just sleep. I tried to close my eyes and told myself sleep Annie sleep but grrr can't just stop thinking of so many things that's out of my control. Things are just tough for me right now and don't know what do anymore...huhuhuh... It seems like nakikisama sa aking ang weather right now. It was gloomy almost the whole day and I have been hearing a strong win with so much rain outside about 10pm onwards... see ang galing talaga ni God he makes me feel I am not alone (weird huh parang ang rain ang bestfriend ko anoh lol). Well all I can say, despite of so many things happened in my life here, feeling alone in this world, missing my mama, papa, manoy and manang whom treated me like a baby princess huhuhuh I miss them all... Yes I was their only baby girl and will always be, sad thing is they are so far from me. Time like this makes me realized how important your family is... no matter what sila lang talaga kakampi mo dito sa mundo.