Tired is what I can describe of what I feel. I am tired of being stack in the house and always relying on some people for me to be able to go out. I am so ready to drive and be independent. I hope I can buy my own car soon but I need a job first to be able to afford a car payments and auto insurance. But how can I have a job if I don't have a car? Oh I am going to lose my freaking mind if I am not going to drive soon... Glad I have a daughter that keeps me busy if not I would be going crazy.